(not so) Sweet Dreams

Do you ever have a night where you feel like you dream the entire time? I did last night. Most of the night, my dreams were good. Comforting, happy, fun. I would wake after one of those dreams with a big smile on my face, drift off, and dream again.

I love those nights.

But, this morning I woke a little after 5 and when I drifted off again, my dreams went from comforting to scary.

I was driving a maroon car. I think it was something like a Dodge Charger (which is funny for several reasons, one being ME? IN A DODGE CHARGER? REALLY? LOL) I think I was delivering something for my job and suddenly a big car full of men was behind me. And they were shooting at me.

Being the ace driver that I am, naturally, I got away. But I was freaking out. WTF did this gang want with me? What had I done?

I pulled the giant car down a cobblestone street (probably pedestrian only knowing me and my ace driving skills) and thought I was hidden pretty well. But of course, they found me. I revved up the car and punched it, only to get stuck between a tree and a building. (see? Totally an ace driver)

I jump out the back and lay low behind the giant tree trunk while the gang of miscreants empties their automatic weapons into the car. Luckily they didn’t see me escape, so they think they’re killing me off.

Just then, a dude pulls up behind me, grabs me, and pulls me into his car. He whisks me off like some kinda super hero. He tells me his name is Jackson (why I remember this, I don’t know. Maybe he was Action Jackson?) and he needs to take me to see someone.

We go to an old apartment building that looks condemned, he knocks, and Laurence Fishburne opens the door. Suddenly I’m feeling a bit like Neo from the Matrix. Like maybe I’m the chosen one or something. Fishburne welcomes me into his very beautifully decorated home, sits me down, and Jackson tells him the story.

Just as I’m starting to relax, the miscreants find me. And I wake up.

I did a little googling this morning to see what the hell all that meant. Chasing dreams indicate stress. Okay, I can see that. To dream you’re being shot at suggests a confrontation in your waking life. Alright. Not so far off. Being rescued represents an aspect of yourself that has been neglected or ignored and that you are trying to express this neglected part of yourself. Hmmm.

Funny how the subconscious works.

Do you have any weird or recurring dreams? Have you ever tried to figure out what they mean or do you just chalk it up to weird brain waves and move on?

a moment in my head

I dreamed last night that I was trying to catch a ghost, in a basket, and the only way to lure him there was to sing Tanya Tucker songs.

Today’s moment of WTF was brought to you by Mel’s head.

Of course, you know that means I woke up singing Delta Dawn, right?

You’re Welcome. Again.

Am I the only one watching this for the fashion tips?

ETA:
I had to post this link here. I found this blog of Dirty Limericks based on Washington State Town names. I totally stole it from the Smart Bitches, but it was too good not to share. NSFW but totally funny as hell.

Land of Hope and Dreams

If my friend hadn’t introduced me to Bruce Springsteen a few weeks ago, I would never have heard this song…and boy would I have been missing out. This song fills me.

He says its the perfect song for a liberal [like me]. *rolling eyes* I find it the perfect song for people everywhere. People who are hurting and need a change. People who need something to carry them into a new life. A life where they can dream, wish, hope, work, imagine and feel safe. A place where they can find something better for their children or for themselves. This song fills me with the light of hope . And trust me when I tell you, the light of hope has carried me through many a dark night.

Today is about hope for me. And dreams.

mel-o-panic!

I woke up this morning to a panic attack. My dream sent me into a total state of Oh Shit.

Apparently, in my dream, I was two weeks from my deadline and on page fifty of my book. (which, if I’d taken the time to wake up, I would’ve realized it was a dream because of the page number alone.) But I didn’t take the time to wake up. I had a stroke instead.

So, I got up at 5:30 (when my heart finally returned to its normal pace) made a pot of coffee (must get my heart rate back up with that caffeine injection, you know) and started writing.

I’ve written 5 pages so far. Thank God. I guess my subconscious was telling me that I’ve spent way too much time being the mom-taxi this week and not enough being the writer. Guess that’ll show me.

In other news, Fishdog finally posted a new blog. Pop in and tell him twfkam sent ya.