It’s been 15 days…

And I’ve done some form of exercise 12/15 days.

For me, this is quite an accomplishment. Seriously.

I realized this morning, as I was getting dressed, that I feel good. Like, REALLY good. And it’s nice to look in the mirror and not hate your body. Because honestly, there is nothing healthy about hate. I used to be obsessed with fixing my body. OMG. My body is not broken! I’m not broken!

There is nothing healthy about obsession, either.

Anyway, back to my realization.

In the not-so-distant past, I worked out to see exterior results. I NEEDED to hear people tell me I looked good. I needed the compliments and to be noticed for all my hard work. But this time, it’s different. I’m finding a beautiful sense of satisfaction on the inside. Knowing I’m working hard and feeling great is all the reward I need right now. I’m doing this for me. I like the compliments, but I don’t NEED them.

There is so much freedom in knowing I’m doing this for myself.

And that’s why, this journey is going to be different from my journeys in the past. I am the only motivation I need.

But you can still tell me I look good. πŸ˜‰

f6ad3de4f8145a0e096d7f542d5ade93Happy Friday, Bitches! I have Bunko tonight, and I’m totally stoked because I haven’t seen my Babes in a while. You guys have a great weekend, and I’ll see you on Monday.

10 thoughts on “It’s been 15 days…

  1. Although I am NOT working out, as you well know, I am learning to love my body and all its imperfections. Listen sister if you want to feel like a super model all you need to do is go to Wild River Country and you’ll see. And I am not saying that about thicker people alone, honey I saw some thin women that WHEW………girl eat a damned biscuit and tone it up!! Thin is not always pretty and honestly I have assets to my figure that others dont have. Im liking it!! So rock on with your beautiful self!!! Because lets be honest…………..we are effing AWESOMENESS topped with caviar!!!


      • Caviar
        Caviar, according to the Food and Agriculture Organization, is a product made from salt-cured fish-eggs of the Acipenseridae family. The roe can be “fresh” or pasteurized, with pasteurization reducing its culinary and economic value. Wikipedia
        Nutrition Facts
        Amount Per 1 tbsp (16 g)
        Calories 42
        % Daily Value*
        Total fat 2.9 g 4%
        Saturated fat 0.6 g 3%
        Polyunsaturated fat 1.2 g
        Monounsaturated fat 0.7 g
        Cholesterol 94 mg 31%
        Sodium 240 mg 10%
        Potassium 29 mg 0%
        Total Carbohydrate 0.6 g 0%
        Dietary fiber 0 g 0%
        Sugar 0 g
        Protein 3.9 g 7%
        Vitamin A 2% Vitamin C 0%
        Calcium 4% Iron 10%
        Vitamin B-6 5% Vitamin B-12 53%
        Magnesium 12%
        *Percent Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet. Your daily values may be higher or lower depending on your calorie needs.

        You are welcome


      • I think I would like caviar its a seafood-ish dish, and expensive……..both are things I love


      • I’ll let you tell me all about it, then. πŸ™‚ When I win the lottery and we’re living on Isla de MelJefe, I’ll make sure your personal Cabana Boy feeds you caviar every morning.


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